well i think it's time to state my opinon about the "friend zone"

The friend zone 

  well being who i am and how i act i find my self being used alot. because of   the shear fact i'm to nice to certen people buy a fue diffent people i had     feeling's for and they knew it but i guess they just could help them self's     but in the end i still call them friend even know my mother hate's all of my   female friend's but i'm friend zoned by 99 % of the girl's i know and the       other 1 % are family you can go thought your hole life looking for the right   person and if you ever do make it out i did once i got used and chagend to     suit her and lost a hole lot of friend's for that i'm not saying it will all   way's happen. girl's if you let that one guy you never gave a chance out of     that zone it could be the best thing to ever happen to you because those       people will never cheat or lie because they cared enogth to wait for you       staying true to only you take for exzample i just let every thing fly by that   i mean i'm dricet to the person i have feeling for and for some reason that's   all way's getting me let down.i normaly just say what i'm thinking but i do     go out of my way to protect people i call my good friend's and famliy. All     right back on topic i guess what i'm trying to say comeing from someone         that's there currently it's a crap place to be not being able to have the one   you love (like)but the see the thing is i all most got her and it felt grate   i was so close well i thought so but she did not tell me i was "friend zoned"   witch would of been grate to know at the time.I'M going to tell you that       story we lived togther and were sleeping togther ( not in a sexual way just     sleep) she moved in for the reason is that i was not sleeping because i         suffer from really bad night mare's and we slowly got closer and closer to     the point where we started to act more like we were in a reationship we had a   fue friend's point that out to us but when ever i brought it up she was         dateing someone else witch was bad timeing on my part so on random ocations     when i knew she was feeling up set i would go out of my way to do random       stuff to make her happy agin like flower's or just sitting there holeding her   telling her it was going to be all right any way we keeped geting closeer and   it got to the point where we could just walk pasted each other and slap each   other on the ass or stand in the middle of the house rubbing random part's of   owe body ( not saying any more then that and never naked) i would love to       know what went worng there but we have had alot of fun and still do but i       guess there are something that just scare people more then other's. at this point the only two people in my life that make me feel alive one of them is her and the other is a person i call my my little sister who is not blood she is ust a very good friend who i spent three year's trying to get a chance with and i missed the biggist clue to say that she was willing to give me a chance and not i live on the other side of the country from her. but my lil sis and the girl where i am have one thing incommon witch is one dic*head after the other. and to all you girl's that say there are no nice guy's out there how about you try looking in the friend zone... because bleave it or not we are hear your just to busy looing at the guy with the best look's or who dose not really have feeling's for you and just want's to get in you'er pants lie me personaly i could not give a flying fu*k about sex it's been over a year and i used to do it more time's in a month and most people do so i can wait for any one who wants me to but now that girl is gone and i'm just board with my time just take one day at a time and don't push to hard for the one that truely feel's right because you might push to hard and push them away  

next time the hole long distance thing

sencrly yours codey mckay